My life

Tonight I want to church and listened to a sermon about getting the excitement back into my relationship with God. I felt very convicted about how I have been living my life the past couple of years. I have completely lost focus of my relationship with God. In fact I don’t even know if all of you who read my blog even know I am a Christian. I have not been the best example of Christianity and for that I am sorry. I want to get back to the way things were when I first became a Christian and I was so excited to go to church and so excited to talk to people about God. I want to live the kind of life that when people look at me they know there is something different about me. I want to start listening to the convictions that I feel when I am doing something that is not pleasing to God instead of just ignoring it and going on with whatever it is that I am doing. I want to actively pursue God’s will in my life. Being here in the most beautiful surroundings and finding a wonderful church with so many welcoming people and hearing sermons that so far have been what I needed to hear on the day that I hear it has just been amazing to me. I know God has brought me and Jake here for a reason and maybe part of the reason is for us to reconnect with God and with each other. I have really felt God working in my heart since I have been here and I know He will continue to as long as I am willing to hear what He has to say.